I’m stuck in my head, going back and forth between what my heart wants and all the doubts in my mind, which is making me wonder if I can even love anymore.
I’ve been in this relationship for a year, but honestly, doubts have been there from the start. I keep overthinking everything, not sure if I’m seeing real red flags or just bringing in baggage from past relationships. I’ve gotten better at setting boundaries, but I still let things slide that definitely don’t belong in a healthy relationship.
I keep asking myself, “Is this how all guys are?”, “Is this just something I should expect from anyone, no matter who they are?”, “Is it normal for people to lie and hide things in relationships?”
There’s this voice in my head that tells me to leave, even though my heart and mind freak out at the thought of it…
Then there’s another voice that says to stick around, reminding me that it’s not all bad and he’s shown me some kindness…
And then there’s that other voice telling me to just give up on love, relationships, all of it—and escape into the quiet of the woods somewhere…
Right now, I can’t figure out which voice to listen to.
Love games 